ALONE!

Fcuk! Things isn't according to what i previously had in mind.
Things are just not going in my way...

I'm left speechless...
If only i could gather more of my courage to clearly explain
and make things better for you and me.
If only these were just a nightmare.


I have no bloody idea how much you have been affecting me.
Whatever I do, plan, decide, you HAVE BEEN stopping me.
I never knew how disturbing this could be but it is become more
of a stress instead of a happy meal together.
Never knew, i had just one dot of courage. =/

Tsk! I'm left with officially 5days to my deadline of ART.
I'm just wondering can we change to another date like
AFTER MY "O" LEVEL!?
After art, i would have to put in my thousand & one effort inside
my subjects because i do not wish to disappoint anyone...
I have my target and i know clearly what i want.
Things like relationship, whatever shit i ain't interested in it!
Neither do i wish to get involved in any shit...

I'm just hopping that i could clear my art and study!
Please? Can I? Can I change it to another day for our meal?
Must it be ... ...

CONFUSED! YET i think i have already decided what i will do.

PEISI