Urge.

Well, time and time again it prove me wrong.
I was hoping and praying that from time to time
we are able to know each other better.
Guess not.

What's the biggest reason that i detest China people
so much??
It's rather ameliorate to you being the one telling
me the truth rather than words told by others.
It really curb me down whenever the things i wanted
to do fails. Like always.
Others get the chance of hanging out together-
shopping, swimming, playing, etc...
Those sort that how a family spent with one another.

It slowly became inevitable to touch issues on financially
since you were never there for me.
Never a single message no matter how many times i SMS.
Although now days we were advancing in those higher
devices but it seem rather useless, don't you agree?
It allow ones to communicate by reaching each other
without having much trouble no matter where you are.

Things just change when you moved oversea and things
just gotten a lil tougher when i got no one else to
guide me along too. Pinning hopes just to spend quality
time together seem even harder now.
We don't seem like a father or daughter relationship.
More like a stranger you see on the road and cash on
hand. (full stop.)
I know it is tedious being in your shoe but no one has
thought what about mine?
Knowing the truth doesn't hurt me at all?
Being brushed off time and time.

I've all these urge or rather some tiny little courage
to speak these out. It has rather being annoying living
inside that stuffy room of mine.
You would say that money is everything.
"Money is the roots to all evil"
That is the reality of this world, today.
Without $$ you are just nothing at all.

In short, i guess it is rather catastrophe to be the one
swallowing all these at one go down your throat. With
tons of water to just make sure they go down.
Some blood related sibling. Along it came with a mum.
Great, isn't it? Buy 2 get one free!*

Hate this facts very much....

Anyway, Art is coming to an end.
Rather hinder?! I guess so.
Just to make sure, i don't have Boyfriends so just
stop asking and bugging me with texts! Flooded with
nothing but dull messages, if you know what i mean.