Promise...

Yea. I don't know. Somehow like i said in my previous
post. I took my steps back already.
It's not because of any things that have been on going but
rather i don't know. Perhaps the word to suit everything
would be "escape."
Yup, for some reason i am escaping.
I am. In fact, i am trying to skip my way through if possible.
However, in life as a saying goes: "You can run but, you can't
hide for the rest of your life."
Even leaking of secrets. It's the same.
No matter where you are what you are doing. People will
always know what you have been doing. Big, small, tiny, secrets.
Well, it is rather it cannot be help.
This is human nature. What can we do about it?
Therefore, the theory of nobody is prefects apply now.

I'm sorry to say i have been taken a step back.
Right now, laughter doesn't seem to be much laughter.
Easily getting much difficult to inhale.
I don't know. Mm... Perhaps, it has been like this along just
that appearance does not seem to be everything.
In this world, the truth is everyone is making full use of whoever
by your side it may be. Best friend, buddy, close friend, whatever.
I'm sure everyone will be doing this.
Ranting and whining are things that can never runs out.
There is always things you are not satisfied with.
Indeed, i am at the lost. Only knowing that, i am suppose to
study. So what is next?

I don't know what to do somehow i am not lying.
Maybe the ways i have change my tone and everything just
seem to dim down.
I am not lying when i am trying to make you feel better.
I'm not lying when i talk to you.
I'm not lying when i wanted to hang out together.
Neither am i lying when i mean it.
Right now, i just lost my way.
Need some times to accept things and not to.
Need times to stay firm...

Anyone? Enlighten me in any sense?
Woots! I'm getting into Xmas mood!

Peisi