Immune

Yes, the word immune doesn't come just alone.
I don't say for the sake of it but for the sake of you.
Thanks for giving the "love" over this years after
15years or so. I had enough for what you call love is.
After all, money is the root of evil.
Well, you said money isn't very important therefore is
okay to spend time with me.
You said before this and that.
I had enough. Adults words are never to be trust again.
I'm sorry but i have given myself and you a chance.
Yes. I have. Not to be bias against china women?
Oh forget it! I had what i deserve to be so does it matter if
i am asking for more? I guess not.
Perhaps i am looking for more trouble after blogging but still
i think i have the right to say for all these.
Maybe you think today seem to be the right timing for me to
know the story? I guess so.
Mm... Doesn't matter as long as you guys don't have to drag me
inside it doesn't matter who you are and how you are related to me.
After my years without you i have already immune to what it is
suppose to be.
I'm being a green eye monster but what can i do?
I doubt when i was young i was given that way. Nope.
So stop acting like you care and knows a lot about me!
Stop being concern and to shower with me empty words/trust/
love you called.
I know nuts about love for i never have it once.
I'm just going to do what is right for myself.
Fighting for what belongs to me and what belongs to you!
I am going to draw this line like the atmosphere between
the earth and the space.
It's just gonna be some lines that our eyes can't be seen.
I am gonna put a end to this happiness called.
With different mums it doesn't matter.
Mum it shall be but i won't be nasty.
I will definitely/certainly still me.
As promise i won't be two side figures.
I don't wish to be like you at all.
Indeed, some nasty or rather remarks left in this blog
but of course, my targets and everything.
It is even faster set than before.

Changes make. Yup. There will be changes within myself
and the family ties so no different. I will still be myself.
The bubbly and cheerful one of course!
I won't leave any regrets about anything at all.
It was money that left the great impression to everything.

Loving someone isn't any simple task at all.
I was told that being love is better than loving
someone else. Thus, i will drop the idea of anyone at all.
I'm just gonna be me myself and grandmother! (:
Haha! :D My lovely grandmother.
Someone who dotes on me and remembers my exist.
Of course there are others as well but at least she is the only
one that doesn't lie in front of me. =)
I love her! If someday she has to leave i wonder what is going
to happen to me?
An empty soul? An empty house.
Lonely is what i sense. Unhappiness is bound to have.
Burden is greatly increasing. Lost its meaning of happiness.
I don't know... Haha! Ok!
Shall not think to much and let's bygones be bygones.

Label: Wrong timing. Cruel facts. Back to square once again.