Loss of words.

Okay. Another great day has pass just like that.
I wasn't feeling great at all since last night so i was
like =/ Haha! (: I'm going to be a strong person i
promise! :D
Perhaps i really need to see Dr Tan or someone else.
I have my limits to everything yo!
I'm feeling rather wobbly right now. Argh!

Okay, lesson as per normal.
We got our N level paper2 (Art)
Right now we have about 2weeks and 6days to the
examination day. Sigh. This is going to be a non-stop
working days....
I'm still thinking of what to topic to choose?!
Oh well.
English and Social studies lesson were boring!

Handled over the story-telling project and it would be
this coming friday evening... Haha! :D
To people that are coming i just want to let you know.
ENJOY YOURSELF! (: That's the main key!
I would be telling story and so i do feel nervous about it!
Haha! My juniors were like saying: "Aiya! Senior le so
definitely won't be afraid of such things!" -.-!
Hey! Hey! I'm human being so yes i do have fear for such
things just that the appearances on the outside doesn't
mean anything at all. =)
Therefore, i was with my them all this afternoon.
Searching high and low for some stories book.
Follow by some "Dare daring" experience.
Haha! :D We were like talking inside the MacDonald until
we were saying that how will we know if this book is interesting
at all? Mm...
And so we went up to the library again and start searching for
children instead of books.
We were like OMG! We're just some scary cats la!
Anyway, we asked the parent before approaching the kids okay!
Sigh sigh... In told we told 4times! (:
It was kind of fun and enjoyable session! =)
Though i sounded like ... (You will know if you ever hear me
sharing stories with the kids.)

That's more or less what i did.
Mm... =/ I don't know. How?! How?!
My close buddies which was only just 2 of them.
=x It's a secret who is it. The main point is they were saying it
would be very difficult to overcome and this time round the
impact might cause more than the other time. Yup. I know.
I'm very afraid of losing and so i am really at the lost about this.
Really. Perhaps it took me so long to reach this far and yet
knowing that it would hurt more if it really happens again i
went on with it. I'm just afraid.
As for my really really dam close super close ones went silent
mode. Tired telling you yesterday but seem like you were busy.
Wanted to really ask you but seem like you are feeling rather
low these few days. Perhaps the problem with me was i didn't
try? I guess so...
The reason might be because i am feeling more like some useless
fellow that could not help you.
I tried but still i could not make you smile back again.
Really tried... Just wish that after that trip you would be better.

If i were to fall down one day will you still be there?
I'm afraid. Really afraid...
I'm at the lost. What will you do if you were me?
Considering ... ... ... ... ... ...

Just could not breath properly for these past few days.
It hit me right back. Sigh! Idiots illness...

Ciao!
Peisi