Monday, August 25, 2008

Ok! Finally everything is over! (:
Done with the talk and somehow, it seem boring
to me in a sense that i am repenting time and
time again. Oh well. =/ I felt very uncomfortable
with the microphone given to me and yup! I sound
different as well. Haha! =)

Oh and when it was hanson turn to talk he simply
took control of everything and continues with his
everlasting stories. Believe me, he has thousand and
one stories to share with. Eventually, this doesn't seem
to be a problem to him? As in, he doesn't feel anything
for example scare? It was as easy as it seem but yup,
he doesn't feel scare or even nervous at all. That's something
i must learn from but too bad it is not within a day which
i can pick from so one step at a time yo! Though i may
have done all these a thousand and one time but this is
something i need to over come, i guess? Hehe...
Perhaps in future years?? HAHA! xD I wonder when.
One funny thing was that after reaching greendale sec
( I suppose it is spelled this way?) the students would be
hanging on to this bright smile that they never fail to do so.
Oh and when i was looking around for washroom.
Suddenly there was this girl running towards my direction
and then she stopped just in time, right in between the time
when i was walking pass her. She just gave me this bright
smile and then after walking pass her she continue with her
running?! xD I'm equally the same as you guys just that i am
not one of the student in your school and i am human?
Make sense? I doubt so? Everyone was looking as if i am
some "ghost" or "lion". Nevertheless, it was great.

Mm... I told that even if i am having my "O" level next year
i can still continue to render my help to interact club even
to greendale sec?! Well, so i was not given a choice to go any
where? Haha! Ok! There is time to play hard and study hard
so i guess i have to mange these two! :D This got to depend
if i am able to make it and secondly do i have the time? =)
Time really flies... Why? Mm... I can still remember when i
was in sec1 i was really really force to join Interact club but
now i didn't seem to regret anything at all. It's all about the
opportunities beside you. However, during the time when i
was in sec1 and 2 i went Mia and i am kinda shock that i am
BOD when i was in sec2? All i did when i was in sec1 was missing
in action so my questions were all over the place. Every year we
have this orienation day whereby all the sec1 student get to
choice they CCA. So i was force by 4seniors? Haha!
They just came to me and drag me all the way to their booth
and i am silly enough to write my name and class?! Haha!
It applies the same to Red Cross as well. So i was not given a
choice at all. Quitting the CCAs was another problem as well.
The teacher will go on forever. So yup. It's really amazing how i
am now? Being a senior? Sharing with people and stuff.
Never really image i could be there giving such talks at all.
Oh well. Sometimes there are things that are unexpected so
just enjoy the process would be the most important thing! :D

Ok! There is this trip to japan and the whole company that
i am always with during lesson joined as a team?
It's like everyone took it because the word Japan?! =)
Not surprise at all. My dad use to promise me. Mm... that
is the past already. He always leaving me behind lor! Sigh!
Doesn't matter! The promise that i make to both of them
still stays on which is to bring them to a country and really
enjoy life! (: That's something that is not going to change.
My cousin promise his dad as well and he has done it!
Making his own living and stuff... Anyway, back to japan
trip. There is a whole lots of stuff to deal with and i took
it because of my classmate. Everyone were like starring at
me. -.-! More or less, i doubt i might be getting in this trip?
There is interview to go and stuff so there might be a slight
chances that i am able to go but it doesn't really bother
much to me because I am just trying with my luck?! :D

Mm... my dad mention this before about venturing aboard?
Oh well, i don't think so useless they want it or i want it?
Haha! Really depends man! (: I'm loving the ones around
me especially so my dear* and everyone that i am deeply
grateful for! xD There is people making random guess
about who my bf might be? Alright, some hint here.
He's a guy and talk, eat, sleep like what all the human
being do? HAHA! (:

Realize that this is a very very long post! hehe...
Suddenly an urge that is driving me to blog?
Every time when i face him there is still some boundaries
between us. It's like a transparent kind? Can image?
I can. I'm still unable to head back where we were like
before so i tend to stumble my words whenever i see him
or i will let my expression to speak everything.

Ciao! Been so long ever since i feel like blogging!
peisi :D

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